Mom in her first kitchen of married life, 1946

Coffee was a daily ritual in Dad's life,  in the morning, with lunch and as a snack with crackers added.  When he was at a nursing home the last year it was the first thing he asked for when we visited.



9 September 1944
India

My darling Grace,

I received and am at this time answering your letter dated the 25th of August.  In this letter you tell me all about "Old Settlers Reunion."  To me it sounds like a very nice place to spend an evening.  You tell me all about those rides there.  I do not care so much for em though.  Too high and rough.  There is only one ride I like and that is a ride my mom took me on when I was just a kid.  The name of the ride was "Mill on the Floss" although I think a more appropriate name would have been "Tunnel of Love."  I haven't been on that ride since my mom took me.  I am looking forward to the time that I will be able to take you.  Is that a date hon?  I too am crazy about the Merry Go Round only I think it would look funny, a big guy like me.

You mean to tell me that on one of the days they do not have any mail delivery? Do they have mail delivery on Sundays?

I think that you will be a very smart girl if you major in Home Economics instead of math cause H.E. will do you a lot more good.

Gee hon, do you mean to tell me that you have received already that China, Burma and India bracelet?

Last night I saw the picture "This Is The Army."  I fell asleep when they were singing "I'm Getting Tired so I could Sleep."  So I missed writing you a letter.  In fact, honey, I intentionally did not write you. I was trying to break myself of writing you so often.  I guess I can't do it cause today I was not at ease at all, all day.  I don't know what is the matter with me.  I don't know why I am so infatuated by you.  I hope you do not feel about me like I do about you cause I'm not good.  I'm a big wolf who makes eyes at every skirt that goes by.  I've changed since I have been going with you and I do hope I remain true to you always.  So far since I've known how you feel for me I promise that no other person will come between you and I.  I want you not only to like me but to love me like I do you.  Our love will grow together even though we are far apart.

Today we had an Inspection.  I was not able to stand for it cause I had a lot of work that had to be done.  This evening I went to the show and saw "Summer Storm" with George Sanders.  I didn't like it so very much.

Well my darling I guess I've said my piece and I do hope I haven't talked too much.  Good night my dearest darling, I remain yours always and
ever,
Ray

I'm sure mom learned much from her mother, Stella

Our Castle

Ray notes on the photo

Eventually the question of where to live was settled.

6 September 1944
India

Hello my only one,

I received finally a letter from my dearest darling.  It was such a wonderful letter.  I read it over and over again.  To hear from you is like getting a pass home to you for five minutes.

I'm sorry darling you had so much trouble to get home.  Too bad I could have not been with you then we would be able to pass the time better.

Oh yes at this time I am answering your letter dated the 21st of August.  Darling I don't mean that I don't go out, cause I do and have a fairly good time.  I only said I'll keep away from the girls here cause I care too much for you to tangle with someone else.  (That is no line, I swear.)

Honey I only hope I could live up to that level you place me in when you compare me with others.  I'll not let you down, I hope.

Apologize please darling to David Taylor. I'm sorry that both of us cannot yave you and that I wish he finds someone half as good as you are to hang on to hon.  I'm sorry we hurt the poor guy.  I know that I would have felt awful bad if I ever lost you.

I will quote you on a paragraph I could not make sense out of.  "I know Chicago must be wonderful.  I'm looking forward to seeing ti someday."  then it continues "In one letter you talked about Texas etc.  And whether I would want to live int he city or not?  Listen, if you ever thought about living on a farm well I don't know what I"d do, but I would."  Explain to me what you mean by that.

Today another routine day of work and hoping that every day that goes by brings me closer to you.  This evening we had some ice cream.  We get ice cream about 5 times a month.  It sure was good.

I'm in charge of quarters and so I'm listening to the radio as I write.  The Army runs its own radio station here.  So we get some pretty good radio programs.

I haven't anything more to say my darling so I guess I'll close sincerely with all my love.

Always
Ray

5 September 1944
India

My darling,

Another day is drawing to an end.  I have not received any mail now for about one week.  It seems more like a month.  Days seem to pass quickly but the don't seem to pass quick enought, it seems oh so very long before I'll get to see you.  Instead of being here writing to you I wish I was with you.  I'd have so much to tell you that I just can't put down on paper.

It was just another day of work for me.  Same old routine.  Day in and day out.  This evening I wet to the show with a buddy of mine who helps me eat your candy.  He wants to know when I will get some more, and I said as soon as I get the sugar.  Now to get back to the show.  I saw the picture "A Night at Earl Carroll's."  It was a pretty good musical and had a lot of pretty girls.  Seeing that picture only made me want to be with you.

Well darling I guess you have started college all ready.  Give me the low down.  How do you like it?  Is it a lot of fun living in a dormitory etc.?

Honey I haven't got any more to say only that I sure do miss you.

yours always,
Ray

4 September 1944
India

My darling Grace,

Another day has passed still no word from you.  It seems so long ago that last I heard from you.  Gee I miss your letters very much.  I look forward till the morrow cause then the mail call might bring me some mail from you.

Dad's mother, Bessie and his older brother, Chester

I received a letter now from my oldest brother, he is in France now and is still OK.  I figure your brother should be there also.  I also received a letter from a girl I have been writing to in Dubuque, Iowa.

Mom's brother WR in 1963 when he had come home for the youngest brother's funeral, Warren Earl.  He was the first fire fighter killed in the LA Watts riots.

Gee honey every day the war news gets better and better.  It looks like it soon will be over in Germany.  I hope so and then all we have to do is whip the Japs and then I'll be coming home to you.  Well that is if you want me.

Remember my telling you last night I was going to go and see the show "A Guy Named Joe?"  I saw instead "Last Plane from Chungking."  It wasn't so very good.  It was one of those 3rd class pictures.

Today at the show is playing "Song of Bernadette."  I saw that picture back in the states.  I really did like it.  Did you see it?

Gee darling I don't know what to say.  I haven't heard from you and so maybe your feelings for me have changed.  My feeling toward you are still the same.

I think I'll close now honey so till tomorrow I remain yours always,
Love
Ray

In the years to come visits back to Whiteflat, Texas will include Sunday dinners.

Dan, Aunt Doris, Mom, Grandmother (Stella), Uncle Tom (Jr.) and Granddaddy, (Tom)

gather around the table.  Large glasses of sweetened ice tea were a must.

3 September 1944
India

My darling,

This is Sunday afternoon.  I just got finished with my work and so I figured I'd better write you.  I have not received any mail from you in three days.  Hardly any mail has been getting here in the past week.

Last night was the first time I think that I have not written you.  I know that if I did miss a day before I would write two letters the following day.  I do not have the time today.  I am so dreadfully sorry.  I was up early this morning went to church, did not eat breakfast cause I did not want to miss mass.  After church I went to work but before I started to work I listened to the Intelligence Radio to get the latest War News as the Army gets it.

The news seemed pretty good to me.  It doesn't seem like the War with Germany can last much longer.  After I finished listening to the news I started to work.  I worked until 5 pm then I had a little time before supper to start this letter.  I couldn't finish it so I finished it after supper.

I suppose you are wondering why I did not write yesterday.  You see honey I went to town to buy a few souvenirs to send to some people who treated me awful swell when I was knee high to a grasshopper.  They took us out to the country etc.  That was something to a city kid like me.

Tonight I think I'll go see "A Guy Named Joe."  I saw it once but I think I'll see it again.  Honey, I just can't express in words how much I miss you.  I do so want to be with you.  They have buggies here honey that are used for transportation.  Yesterday as I rode along I looked at such a nice big wonderful moon that shone so bright.  I wished so that I had you beside me.  i would hold you so tight that although there was two of us it would look like one.

Well darling I do not have anymore news for today so I guess I'll close.  I do hope I have a letter from you tomorrow.

Love as always and ever,
Ray

With oceans of love and a kiss on every wave.
S.W.A.K.

1 September 1944
India

My darling,

Well darling another day has passed and no word from you.  At this time I am answering your last letter that I have.  I hope my rationing will be replenished tomorrow.  You know I ration your letters I answer one each day.

I am giving you an answer to your letter dated August 17th.  Post marked the 18th.  In this letter you mention receiving 3 letters from me while you were ironing some clothes.   Why did you have to finsih the piece you were ironing before you could read my letters?

What do you mean I was just part of a man and not a coward.  I'll have know I'm all man.  I guess that's all it took when the Japs saw big lanky six footer like me coming to India.  They just took a powder.

I received a letter from one of my buddies in China.  He thinks we should be home for Xmas 1946.  I hope he is wrong and we get home sooner.  I can't stand this being away from you.  I think of all the wonderful times we could have had instead.

Just think darling I am only 11,145 miles away from you and I can't get home to you.  By plane it should take about 5 days and by ship about 2 months. 

Gee darling the way the news sounds it doesn't seem like the German end is far off.

I found some old magazines and found this picture.  I made me think of you.  Well darling I have no more news so I think I shall close with a kiss inthe return for the one you sent me.  (Watch it, I have a cold sore.)
all my love
Ray
as always

Plans for the Future

Mom's plans for the future must have included her and Dad walking the streets of Matador, Texas 

with her children, beginning with me.

31 August 1944
Somewhere in India

Dearest Grace,

I did not receive a letter from you today, but I did receive a box of candy from someone I really do like very much.  Yep, it finally did arrive.  It sure was good.  The fudge is slightly too old.  It was all crumbly.  The other candy sure was good.

I am at this time answering your letter dated the 15th of August.  So you big baby, you want to go home to mother.  I'm going to have to cure you of that.  You will have to stay home with me and look after me.  I'm a guy who needs looking after.  Will you look after me?  That will be the interest you will have, me.  I hope.

Gee, hon, how I wish I was back with you again.  It would be like heaven, you and I.  Say hon, how far is that college you are going to from Matador?

Gee, dearest, I feel so ever close to you when I write I feel like I am talking directly to you.  I received a letter from the folks telling me that they sent you the picture that I told em to. I hope you received it in the best of condition.  My sincerest love goes with that picture to you, my Grace.

What have you got planned for out future?  Something good I'll bet.  Honey, we don't have much of a past to write about about nor do we have much of a present but darling the future is all ours and no one can take those thoughts away from us.

I want you honey to send me for my birthday a picture you had taken just recently of yourself.  A nice big one so I could have it standing on my desk here in the office.  Your other picture I keep in my left hand shirt pocket.   It goes everywhere I go.  I always keep asking for something and I know it cost money so I'll send you a money order also.  Save your money for our future.  Buy something you need with the change, like chewing gum for instance.  I know it will seem funny to you to accept my money but if I did not mail it home I would spend it foolishly.  My birthday is the 20th of October so don't forget my picture.

I haven't anything more to say honey so I guess I'll close with all my love and thoughts.

Ray

The beginning of a large and wonderful family

30 August 1944

Dearest,

I did not receive any letters from you today.  I will answer one of the letters that I received previously.  I am answering at this time a letter dated Aug.11th.  It was post marked Aug. 12th.  How come, honey?  This letter you sent me sure was a very wonderful one.  It was such a sweet one, nd so nice and long.

You mentioned something about the moon.  I must say there sure is a pretty moon out today.  It is about three quarters full and so bright.  It made me think that yesterday it smiled at you and today on me.  If the moon was able to talk it would say, "Miss Grace Tilson I wish to report that some one on the other side of the world is sure in love with you.  Do you know who it is?"

I'll try not to worry about David Taylor anymore, but he better be smaller than me so I can beat him up when I see him.  If he is bigger than me I'll just forget it.  I'm glad honey that you will write to me always.  The feeling is mutual.

We will have to figure something about this church idea out or maybe just let it go.

I wish you could see me one ofl these nights dressed in my zoot suit and heading for the open air theatre.

Gee! Honey 20 or 21 is not old at all.  That is very young.  I thank and I don't think I'llbe away quite so long.

Went to work this morning as usual.  Worked hard and this afternoon I received a letter from the folks, a boy friend and a girl I knew back in Chicago.  In the evening I went to the show and saw the picture "Going my way" with Bing Crosby.  It was pretty good.

After the show I went into the day room to write this letter.  After I finish this I am going to bed and dream.  I guess I've covered allthere is so until I write you again tomorrow I remain
as always
yours
Ray

Dad's younger brother, Norbert with wife, Margie, and parents, Bessie and Julius

29 August 1944

My dearest honey,

I received 2 letters from you today, one was postmarked the 10th and the other one dated the 15th.  Honey, you do write some of the nicest letters.  I enjoy em so much that I read em twice, three or even four times when I get it.  I then refer to em on other days when I have nothing to do.

The picture I sent you, you said that I did not look happy, how could I be happy when I am so far away from you?  On my next pictures I'll try to be happier.  I guess I'm just a none too happy guy.  I'd show you how happy I would be if I had you here.  Your wish would be my command.  I sometimes wonder how I could stand the heat.  I guess a guy could stand more thaln he thinks he can.

I'm glad hon! to hear that you do not have the intention of living in Texas all the time.  Now that that is settled there is only one more draw back.  Say darling how old are you now, or is it a civilian secret?

Sorry to disappoint you, although it is so hot here I still have to wear slacks.  I'll  tell you after the war is over in what I did in the Army.  I am keeping that a secret. (military)  I could say though it's a  office job and I don't think I'll see any combat duty.

Last night I wrote you a letter and to think back I am sorry it was so short and  abrupt.  I've been kept pretty busy today.  All I did today was to keep on the move.  I received a letter today from my younger brother and also from my folks.

I don't think I'll go to the show cause Isaw the picture in the states.  "Hey Rookie" is the name of the picture.

I guess I've covered all the news up to date so I'll close, hoping to receive another letter from you tomorrow.
I remain yours always,
Ray

PS Honey I'm in love with your.  Are you?

28 August 1944
India

Dearest Darling,

I did not receive any mail from you today so I am answering your letter dated Aug. 9th.  Boy oh boy, that was the longest week end I ever heard of, the one you spent in San Antonio. 

Remember that was the night you went skating.  Since wolf was cutting in on me tell him to beware.  I am awful jealous.  The idea some of these guys have.  No manners at all.  All they think a girl is is just a pick up.  I'm different.  I hope.  I never kiss a girl unless I really do know her  and figure that she wouldn't mind.  I would kiss a girl in thanks on the cheeks for being nice to me if she did not mind.  I can't say that I have not kissed any girls cause I have.  That's as far as I go, kiss em and forget em.  I've reformed now hon and I promise that I will not kiss any girl until I come back to you and I really mean that.

I'll even keep away from the girls honey just for you.  I'm true to you and I'm in love with you. 

Good night baby.

Love,
Ray

PS  Darling I guess I've talked too much so I guess I'll keep quite cause I dont think you'll believe me.  I swear and I men every word of it.
Ray

27 August 1944
India

My dearest Grace,

This afternoon I received a letter of yours dated August 16th.  It sure was a wonderful letter.  This letter I am paying tribute to today is the one you wrote on the 9th of August.  By this letter I find that you are disappointed because you have not heard from em.  I do hope you do not have many disappointments like that cause I am writing every day.

You say that when you get home, you hope to have received my picture and hope that it will be good.  How are you going to get a good looking picture of something that ain't so hot?

I did not see the picture "Hitler's Gang" nor did I see "Home in Indiana."  I will have to go see that latter picture and see if it is as good as you say.

Today I missed church cause I have not been feeling any too good all day.  Must be that I'm having to much good chow lately.  I slept till 0815 and then up I got and  headed for work.  You'd think cause today was Sunday there would not be so much work.  I don't think they believe in Sundays here.  I worked till noon and so I went to eat.  We had steak fried with egg covering.  I did not fell good so I did not eat.  After dinner we had mail call.  I received a letter from the folks, a letter from my boy friend's sister and the best one of all from you.  I really long for your letters.

I went to bed after reading your letter and did not get up until 6 in the evening.  I then started this letter to you.  As soon as it gets dark enough I am going to the movie.  It is an our door movie under the stars.  I believe they have a place like that in Ft. Worth.  Di you ever go to aplace like that?  If you haven't I'll take you sometime in the very near future, I hope.  The picture that is playing today is "Rationing" with Wallace Berry.  I heard it is supposd to be very good.

I suppose you remember my telling you of the day room we have.  Well this is the first time I'm using it since it was fixed.  It really is nice.

Well, my darling, I guess I've covered all their is to say for today so I'll close remaint truthful to you and only you

always
Ray 

PS A kist travels with this letter and every letter.  I'm sorry I can't give it in person.

PPS Did I ever tell you that you write the sweetest letters?  I'll bet mine are boring.

26 August 1944
India

My dearest,

This afternoon I received two letters from you.  One was dated August 3,1944 and the other one was dated August 18, 1944.  Which goes to show you sometimes the mail really travels here.  It only took your letter 8 days to get here.  I hope my mail to you is as fast.

I am at this time answering your letter dated August 3rd. Please write and tell me what letter you are answering when you write me as I do you.  You mention going swimming a lot.  I wish I was able to go as often as I wanted to.  There is too much work involved that I would have to put off.  So work it is before pleasure.

I'm so sorry to hear Louise has an infected foot.  Convey my deepest sympathy.  I feel like I know here so I guess she won't mind if I convey my sympathy.  Well today was just another day of work and more work.  I never can seem to catch up to it.  As soon as I come to the end of one job and low-and-be-hold some more work crawls in.

This evening they are having a house warming party at our squadron.  We had out day room renovated so they threw a little shindig to the grand opening.  I did not feel like going to the party so I went over to the Red Cross to make a little frame for your picture to fit into.  I just got it completed and what do you know, it cracked on mer.  I'll make a new one some other day.

After that I had myself a hamburger and some iced tea.  To complete my dayu I did something that really hits the spot with me.  I wrote you this letter.

Well honey I guess I'll close now cause I have covered the news of the day.  So until the next letter,
I remain yours, my darling,
Ray

25 August 1944
India

Dearest,

Today I received two more letters from you.  They were dated August 8th and 9th.  This letter is in answer of the Aug. 7th letter.  So far darling I have written everyday since July 25th.  If I missed a night or day I wrote two letters the following day.  I answer your letters one every day so when I receive two letters from you today, I answer one of em and put the other one off till tomorrow.  So in case I do not hear from you tomorrow, this letter I received today takes it's place.  Catch on.  Complicated isn't it.

Today my darling was another day and all it involved was work and more work.  I don't mind it so much cause time travels faster.  This evening I have to get ready for Saturday's inspection.  Gotta get spic and span.

Hon, all I have to say is never worry about me cause I am in no immediate danger.  My work is easy although there is a lot of it.  I am no where near the fighting front.  Last of all I have someone like you to come home to so I won't fail you.  I'll be back so watch yourself cause my target is you.

Well darling I have nothing else to say so I guess I'll close with all my love.

Always,
Ray

24 August 1944
India

Hello my darling,

I received to day my darling two letters from you, one in the morning mail and one in the afternoon mail.  The morning letter was dated July 19th and the afternoon letter dated 7th of August.  I am answering the July 19th letter now.  I started this letter last night but there were cleaning up the place so I had to leave without finishing this letter.  Today is the 25th.

When I was back in the states I saw that picture "The Story of Dr. Wassel."  I liked it, too.  It was very sad I must say.  I wish that I was sitting beside you, I would be so happy!

You say that you don't think that you will ever get used to this city life because of all the noise.  I think you will.  Another thing it just shows you what a nice, fast life city life is, you rush around to do nothing.

The other day I sent a copy of the CBI newspaper so that you can see what keeps us informed on the world news.  How did you like that Xmas present that was in the paper?

The reason I received your letter so late was cause it went all the way to Assam and then it had to travel back to me.

One of the fellows just got through teasing me.  He said I shouldn't talk too much when I write you.  What do you think?  Do I talk too much?

Yesterday as I worked all I did was sweat all day.  I was soaking wet.  In the evening I went to the show.  I saw the picture "Adventures of Mark Twain."  It made me think of you and I.  If you get a chance to see the picture, go see it and tell me if you agree.  I am only meaning the home life, not the famous life of Mark Twain.

I then came back to write you a letter, but I did not have time to finish it.  You see they do not allow us to go into the mess hall anymore to write letters and drink coffee.

Well darling I guess I'll close now, so until I write again I'm yours forever and ever.

affectionately yours always
Ray

23 August, 1944
India, Wed. Eve

 Do you remember the fist time I saw you?

Hello my darling,

I received a letter from you today dated August 7 and it sure was a wonderful letter.

I know darling we have not known each other so very long but I sure am crazy about you.  I hope your conception of me has not changed.  I also hope you love me as I do you.  You mention that you like to talk to someone about me.  From that I gather you might love me.  Honey I really do look forward to your letters.  Have you been writing me every day dearest cause if you haven't I'll come there and spank you as soon as I can.  Gee I feel so good when I write you a letter.  Everything seems to be going my way.  I don't seem to have any worries or anything else.  It seems like all I want to do is keep buying you something.  I have been trying to get you a locket but they don't have any in this neck of the woods.

I went to town this afternoon to get my wrist watch our of repair.  It cost me $5 to have it fixed.  I know I got robbed.

What have you been doing lately, going out with all the guys or have you been true to me?  Don't forget hon.  I could get awful jealous.

I have nothing to talk about so I'll just talk about us.  I'm glad my letters are so good to you.  I think you are just being nice and saying that.  I think we had enough chance to know.  It only takes a person a short while to find out if he really cares for someone or not.  Do you remember the fist time I saw you?  I had a sneaking suspicion you were just for me, but when I wrote you and you seemed so cold, I tried to forget you.  I guess it was to hard cause I couldn't forget you.  Now I'm glad I didn't forget you.

I'll bet you think I am a silly guy, the way I write and such.  Maybe when I get to see you again I'll prove to you I'm not silly and that I mean everything I say.  All I feel like saying is Darling, I love you, I do, honest I do.  Please say the same.

I had a picture taken this afternoon but as there photography equipment is not very good I do not know whether it will be any good.  I'll send you one if it is good.  I am also trying to get a picture fro home I had taken when I was home on furlough.  If they find it it will be sent to you.

Home on furlough before shipping overseas

Well darling, Bless you and keep you .  I'll close now, sincerely with love and yours forever and ever,
Ray

22 August 1944
Somewhere in Incia
Tuesday eve

 ". . . until I hear your voice again and hold you in my arms."

My dearest darling,

I received from you the other day a letter dated August 4th.  It was the nicest letter.  You mention in the letter something about getting a job.  I hope that if you do get a job it will not mess up this mail situation cause I am already mailing you letters to Matador.

I've been very busy today and I won't be getting off from work till tomorrow a 8 o'clock in the morning.  Then I'll have 24 hours off to rest up in.

I received a letter from my brother, the one in Italy.  He did not write much, only that he is well and happy.  I also received a letter from a girl friend I knew back in Chicago.  She wants a date with me as soon as the war is over.  I think though my first date is with you if I  am not mistaken.  It is up to you now.  I'll put off answering her question until I hear from you.  I'd rather it be you that I go out with.

I think I told you in my previous letter I sent you a souvenir.  You could use it for a black jack.  Did you ever get any of the items I sent you?

Gee I can't think of a thing to say so I guess this letter will have to close now.  Good night my love. Until I hear your voice again and hold you in my arms will I be satisfied.

As always, yours,
Ray

22 August, 1944
Tuesday morn

My Dearest Grace,

I am answering your letter dated August 3, 1944.  I received it a couple of days ago but I answer your letters one each day so it seems like I hear from you every day.  I have one letter left and that one will be answered with my next letter.

In this letter your mention  getting three of my letters dated July 13, 14, & 15th.  By the time you receive this letter you should be pretty well stocked up with my letters.

It was nice of Louise to run out and get your mail from the mail man.  Since when do you rate have servants?

Oh yes!  Yesterday I mailed out to you a bracelet. (crash)  I know it will be too heavy for you to wear so just put it in your jewel box for a souvenir from the China Burma India Theater.  I bought it for myself then I figured you might like to have that bracelet cause it once belonged to me.

Say, what do you mean?  I'll quote you.  "Yep, if yu were here, I would go walking a maybe hold hand, too - hmmm."  For that I am sorry you will have to walk alone.

 How did that picture ever come out,  the candid shot that was taken of you walking down the street?

I figure that you will be back home by the time this letter gets there so I'll mail all my letters to Matador now.  I hope I am doing right.

I had a pretty busy day yesterday, worked all day and then went to the show.  I sas the picture "Around the World" with Kay Kyser.

I guess I'll close now baby.  I miss you so and I hope to be coming back to you soon.  Instead of writing I'll be saying it.  Good night my love.

always & ever,
Ray

20 August 1944
Sunday in India

New Years Dinner, 1951, Chicago.  Laverne, Raworth, Grace, Chester, Dorothy, Julius

My dearest Grace,

I just received your letter dated August 1st and I must say it was very welcome.  I missed writing you last night cause I was very tired and so I went to bed early.  I hope you didn't mind.

It was a dull Saturday night nothing like the ones I was able to spend back in the states.  I bought myself a Liberty Magazine

I walked over to the show to read it while waiting to the movie to start.  When it got dark about 9:00 PM the movie started and we saw some G.I. movies on the Invasion of N Africa and the fight for Tunis.  It was a pretty long show and very interesting.  I never did understand how much work it was to get Tunisia  Then we saw a Hollywood picture "The Lodger" staring George Sanders and Merle Oberon.  It was a mystery and a pretty good one.  I wish that I saw the picture with you, thus I could hold onto you and nt be scared.  It was 12:10, midnight, before the show was finished and so I usually head back to my quarters and start writing you.  I got back to my ten and layed down on the bed and fell asleep.

Oh yes!  Again I am living back in a tent.  

What a beautiful night it was last night.  Reminded me of some of those wonderful skies I took in back at my last camp.  I wish you were here with me and help me admire that sky.  Remember that song "A Journey to a Star" it reminded me of how I would like to take a journey to a star with some one like you.

This is Sunday afternoon and I must say it sure is hot.  This morning I went to church and after church I went to work.  We worked till 12:30 and then I had dinner.  We had chicken, mashed potatoes, peas, and carrots.  For dessert we had chocolate cake and ice cream so you could see that we have pretty darn good meals.  This afternoon I did not have to work but I went down to the office to write a letter to you and also type a few to the folks and brothers.

Zabielski Family Portrait after the war.  

L-R Grace, Ray, Dorothy, Chester, Bessie, Julius, Margie, Norbert

I don't know what I will do tonight.  Probably go to a show, it seems to me that is all I ever do, go to shows.  How are you getting along with your skating, bowling, and swimming?  Well darling, I guess I'll close sincerely your with all my love,

always,

Ray

Dad's parents, Julius and Bessie back home in their living room.

18 August 1944
Friday Eve 11 PM

 

Dearest Grace,

Today my darling I received a letter dated July 27th and I sure was glad to hear from you.  Well darling as long as you talk so much on how nice of a place that pool is that swim at why don't you send me a picture of it?  I'll check and see if it compares with outs.  Lets see some pictures of you trying to dive too.  I'll bet you dive lake a rock.  (Don't get angry, I was only kidding.)

Today I had to work, couldn't go swimming today.  Boy is it hot this evening.  I don't know how I'll be able to sleep.  I had trouble sleeping last night cause it was so hot.  I did get some sleep and when I did sleep it was very nice cause I deamt of you.  I hope you don't mind.  It is so nice to dream of something so sweet like you.

Boy you say it is hot up there.  It is never cool here.  The nights are so stuffy and we still have to sleep under mosquito net.  This evening I went to a G.I. Variety Show and a movie.  Both were pretty good. They had some guys singing Texas songs and they sure sounded good.  They sang "San Antonio Rose."  The movie I saw was "What a Women" with Rosalind Russel and Brian Aherne.  I really like it too.  After the show I headed for the mess hall, grabbed a cup of coffee and started this letter to you.  Well my darling no more news so I guess I'll close.

your's always
Ray

17 August, 1944
India
Thursday eve

My dearest darling,

I haven't heard from you for a dog's age.  What happened?  I hope you are well and happy. 

I did not have to work today cause I was C.Q. of the Squadron the previous day.  So my boss let me have the day off.  I slept all morning and in the afternoon I went swimming in the ocean.  It was pretty good.  The temp today mulst have hit about 120 degrees.  I got burned.  I don't know if I was burned bad, I'll know tomorrow.  I saw a big jelly fist that was all white and it looked and felt like jello.  When youy touched the fish you got something like an electric shock.  After swimming I wnt to town and took my wrist watch to be repaired.  It cost me $5.00.  I then went to the Red Cross club in town.  It's a pretty nice club but it just can't give you everything you want.  I'll be glad when I'm able to go home again to you.

I was reading an article today where it gave all the statistics on all the world power leaders like Roosevelt, Churchill, Stalin, Hitler, Il Duce and Tojo.  First they took the year that these men were born and put it down.  2nd they put down their ages.  3rd they put down the year they took office and 4th how long they have been in office.  When they took these 4 steps and added each man's numbers separately they came to the total of 3888 on every man.  They took one half of that it came out to 1944 - 1/2 of 1944 brought 972 - so they figured the 9 for Sept, 7th day and the 2nd hour.  To top it off the 1st initial of Churchill, Hitler, Roosevelt, I'l Duce, Stalin and Tojo spelled Christ.

I guess I'll close cause it is getting late and I have no more news.

Good night, darling,
Ray

16 August, 1944
India

Dearest mine,

I did not receive a letter from you for what seems like ages.  I sure do miss em, too.  First honeh, I want to apologize for this letter being in pencil.  I would have written it in ink only I ran out and I knew you would rather I write a letter today then postpone it another day.

I am in charge of quarters today so I am on 24 hour duty.  This is the dull part of the evening so I thought I'd write you cause I love to.  It is my favorite pastime.

I notified one of the fellows that his plane is ready that is taking him back to the states.  He is from Wichita Falls, Texas.  Anywhere near your hometown?  I sure wish I was going back already.  I miss you terribly and I hope it's vice versa with you.  I have nothing more and I have some work to do so I'll close again until tomorrow.

all my love,
Ray

15 August, 1944

Dearest Darling,

Haven't heard from you in a few days, it seems so long that I have heard from you.  This morning I wrote you one letter and now again. I write.  I don't know why cause I don't seem to have anything new.

I went to church this evening.  I had to go to a church about 12 miles from this field cause I missed the mass when it was held here this morning.  Today was a Catholic holiday so that is why I went to church. "Holy Day of Obligation."

It is now about 8:30 am in the states and while you are just beginning your day I'll be going to dreamland.  This evenings mail call brought me a package that was mailed from home on the 29th of July and I received it already.  Pretty good service, darling.  That just about convinces me darling your package to me has been lost.  Say honey did you ever receive that souvenir I purchased just for you? 

It has been very hot today.  I did make it thought.  It hasn't rained now for 24 hours, we must be setting a record.  Darling I have no more news so I guess I'll close so until I see you tomorrow I'll be saying, "I'll be dreaming of you."

Love,
Ray

15 August, 1944
Tuesday, India

My dearest Grace,


I did not receive any mail from you in a couple of days I'm sorry to say.  I'm sorry my darling that I did not write you a letter last night.  I could have dated this letter with yesterday's date and you wouldn't know the difference, but that would be not honest.  I want you to be proud of me so I'll try to be truthful to you.

Yesterday was another day of rain and also a very busy day at work.  When I finished my work I went back to the tent of mine, gathered my possessions and moved into one of the brick barracks.  I like it better in the tent cause I had more fresh air, and when it rained I had running water.  I still have some work to do around my new home.  I have to put up supports for my mosquito net and then make some room for my clothes etc.

Well honey that's all there is about me, what have you to say about yourself?  Do you still miss me or have I faded away from your heart?

How is everything in Ft. Worth?  Have you done anything that would help the war effort?  Like writing me a letter or something?  Honey, I had an awful dream last night, I dreamt I wouldn't see you anymore.  The reason I dreamt anything like that I reckon is because my consciences was after me for not writing.  So I'm very sorry. 

Gee, hon, I have so much to talk about you and me that I just don't know what way to express it.  Previouly I wrote you a letter of a day soon to come after this war is over.  Did you like it?  That is my real dream.  It is taking me a long time to write this letter cause every time I start to write somebody comes in and wants some work done.

Today is one of those day where you scorch like heck.  I'll bet the temperature by now his 100 degrees or over.  I did not get a chance to go to down yet and I did not go to the show last night cause I did not have the time and it rained too hard.  Today I hope to find a letter waiting for me frim some one I really do like.  I'll bet you'll never guess who that is.  Well hon, I gues I'll close with all my love.

Always,
Ray

13 August, 1944
India
Sunday Eve

Dad gets clear on his dream.  The caption on this photo is "Our Castle"

Dearest,

I received your letter dated the 28th day of July and I sure was glad to hear from you.  As I write to you I feel so good and I find it to be my favorite passtime.  I hope it is yours also.

I doubt very much that your grandma would accidently throw the letters away.  In this letter you mentioned getting some kind of pictures.  What kind were they?  If they were of you, send me one.  Sure would love it.

I never did receive that candy you sent me.  I figure it was lost.  I'm sorry.

Well. darling, today was Sunday but that meant only one thing, work.  Before going to work I went to church.  The Gospel part of it today I really paid attention to.  I was extra attentive.  I don'tknow why but I was.  It was all about the Virgin Mary.

Today again it rained causing a flood.  After finishing my army chores I returned to the tent and did a little carpentry.  I'm making a place to put my clothes.

Darling have you ever figured out how and where we would live after this war if we should ever get married?  Do you think we could make a go of it?  Back in Chicago I know that I would be able but I don't know how I would make out if I left my hometown.

Living in a city would be hard to get accustomed to, but it would save a lot of wear and tear on the little lady.  There are a lot of conveniences that we have in the city that make work easier.

I could picture that day in the future (soon I hope) I come home and at the door waiting with open arms (for my pay envelope) the sweetest little darling in all this world.  As I walked up to you I would take you in my arms hug you and after that walk arm in arm into the living room where I would say what a busy day I had at work.  You would smile and say what do think I did all day, layed around?  I'd say yes and then we'll have a little argument, then I would make a truce with you and sign the bargain with a big kiss.

I could taste that good ole home made supper we are going to have.  After supper we would just sit down and relax looking at each other like a couple of love sick kids.  Baby darling, how I wish I was with you at this moment.  I can't express in words how I feel, it would be so easy to show you.

Darling I can't wait for the moment this war ends and I'm out of this Army racing to you.  Our life will then just begin.  Gee, there I go spouting and I don't even know if you care for a big clumsy Yankee like me.

Dearest darling, I'll close now sincerly with all my love,
Ray

PS  Good night darling.  When you receive and are reading this letter I'll be dreaming of that little home of ours.

12 August, 1944
India
Saturday

Mess Hall

Dearest,

Here I am again right on time and all the time.  I received  a letter from you dated the 26th of July.  What happened to the letters from the 20th to the 25th?

It's been raining all day today and it looks like we are ging to have another flood.  I'm getting used to em already.  I've been pretty busy making up a lot of orders, etc.  I didn't wven notice it was raining so hard.

This afternoon I received my back pay.  That was the first money I've bee paid her in India.  I was paid off in Indian money.

This evening I went over to the Post Exchange and bought up my rations for August, candy, soap etc.  I also got a foll of film so when I get a camera I'll take some pictures and mail you a few.

You mention in your letter that Louise and you went to a place called Playland.  The way you describe it reminds me of a place called Riverview in Chicago.  I think that the one is Chicago has more rides and concessions that are a lot more real and a lot more of a gyp.

Some of the rides are really rough.  Back in the pre-war days some people got killed on some of the rides so now all rides have to be government inspected.  So now they have a lot of safety devices.  I lked the part where you said a puff of air and whoops -  boy if I ever saw that I sure would.

https://www.etsy.com/listing/117945286/on-sale-antique-roller-rink-skates

When I bring you to Chicago and take you to some of the places of interest in Chicago the places you are seeing now will seem insignificant.  The skating rinks are really nice and very large.

The fellow next to me as I am writing this letter is pretty mad because the rain and wind weakened his tent so it fell down.  He moved into the tent I sleep in.

Today I am writing this letter in the mess hall, drinking coffee and writing to you at the same time.

I have to work tomorrow but before I go to work I'm going to go to church.  I dread going to work.  There is so much to do that I don't know where to start.

Darling, you still care for me as much as before?  When did you see Dealy last, the Pfc. I'm talking about?  Say hello to Louise for me and why don't you introduce me to her in the next letter? First ask her if she wants to know a good wolf?

I was going to go to town tonight but it rained so I couldn't.  They have a Polish refugee camp around here.  So the Polish girls go up to a Red Cross club in town and are our dancing partners for the night.  I don't feel at ease to go cause I don't feel right when I go our with any one else but you.  I mean it too.  In the 2nd place I don't like to dance so I don'tmiss it.  If I should ever go out with any girl here I'll tell you about it cause I want you know.  They do not understand English so I have to speak Polish to em

I guess I'll close honey so until I write again. I remain yours always and truthfully.

Love
Ray

PS  I love you.  Loads of kisses to you.

11 August, 1944
India

 ". . . after dinner I had to go to a lecture on Articles of War and another subject on health."

Dearest,

I received your letter of July 20th and I sure am glad to receive your letter.  As theonly place I am able to write this letter today is on my cot and I only have a flashlight for light, the letter might look a little sloppy.  I apologize for its appearance.

You mention in this letter that you went out with a guy by the name of Dealy.  How was he?  Did you have as nice a time with him as you did with me at the show I took you to?  I'll bet you dread that day I took you out.  I'm sorry if I bored you and disappointed you.

I'm getting angry.  I'm having trouble trying to hold the flashlight, hold the box I'm writing on, the stationary and your letter.  I need hands like an octopus. 

I'll take you, honey, when I come back home to places that are really beautiful.  Places in Chicago are really something to see.  It will be my first time that I'll visit any of the places and it's going to be with you.  I've lived there so long and yet I haven't gone sight seeing.

Well, darling, today wasn't much of a day.  I worked a half a day and after dinner I had to go to a lecture on Articles of War and another subject on health.  I saw those pictures so much I did not pay very much attention to it.

After that I ate supper, reinforced our tent and cleaned up for tomorrow's inspection.  Tomorrwo is Saturday, big inspection day.

I then went to play a couple of games of Bingo but I was getting tired and I wanted to go to sleep so I headed for bed.  I couldn't go to sleep without writing so here I am.

Well, honey, I guess I'll close and I still fell the same about you and I always have.  Love and kisses darling, I'll say good night, pleasant dreams and dream of me.  (I know what you're going to say, "How can I have dreams and think about you?") Isn't that what you said?

Love
Ray

India
10 August, 1944

Dearest darling Grace,

Today at mail call I received a letter dated the 14th of July.  It was from someone I adore.  I'll bet you don't know from who it was.  I'll give you one guess.

That was the day you went skating and you met a couple of G.I.'s remember?  I'm glad you had a pretty good time.  Only I hope it does not take your mind off me.  I don't like the idea of you going out with other guys beside me, but if you promise me that you will take care of yourself.  These guys aren't to be trusted, you remember what your brother said.  Heed his words and mine.Don't let em give you a line like us G.I.'always do.  Treat 'em like you did me at first.  Remember those days, only continue to treat em in the same way.

So you are proud of my pin.  I hope you are as proud of me always as you are now.

I'm glad you tell me about whom you meet.  I like to know the people you meet and what you think of em.  In fact I think it is a good idea if you tell me cause maybe you might meet somebody you might like better than you do me and if you kept it to yourself you would have a hard time trying to tell me you care for me no more.  I'm not saying you are going to forget me, but love is a funny thing and lot of changes could take place before I see you again.

It was a very hot day today and I was pretty busy.  I did a little carpentry work this evening and then I went to a show.  I saw "Look Who's Laughing" with Edger Bergin and Lucille Ball, Fibber McGee and Molly.  It was pretty good.

Well darling I guess I'llclose it is now 5 minutes to 1 in the morning and I have to be up early today.  So good-night baby.  It is about 12:30 in the afternoon Thursday, while here it is Friday.

Love & Kisses
honey
Ray

India
9 August, 1944

My dearest Grace,

I am at this time answering your lettter dated July 17.  I hope you do't mind my writing you two letters in one day.

On July 17th you still mention that you have had only one letter from me.  I figure that by the 20th you should start getting some pretty regular.  The day I got off the ship I started to write pretty regular and so I figure the 2oth would be ample time for you to start receiving my mail.

You also mention that I really must be seeing the country.  so far I've been in Bombay, Agra and New Delhi.  New Delhi seems to be the most modernistic city and very clean.  Bombay is not such a bad
 city either.  Agra has a lot of wonderful scenery like Taj Mahal for instance.

http://tourists360.com/taj-mahal/

I also visited a city in Australia when I was there.  It is just like any small town in the states only that they drive to the left instead to the right.  Very confusing at first.

Darling don't you worry your pretty little head, I am not going through as much as your pretty little head conceives.  Sometimes it seems pretty tought but there are more times when it is all right.  The hardest thing I have to contend with is that I am not near enough to you.  I sure to pray and hope that it will not be long before I am able to see you again.

I sure do like to swim but I can't seem to stay up on top.  I am like a submarine, always submerging.

I sure do like to skate, and bowl.  I am not as good a skater as you think, although I can stand on the skates and move around without falling.  I don't care whether you know how or didn't know how to skate, I'd love skating with you.  I would like to teach you cause while teaching you I would have to hold you tight and so that way I would kill two birds with one stone.  I could hold you tight and still teach you how to skate. (Aren't I a case?)

I'll also show you how to bowl although that does not have any advantage like skating.

Honey, the letter I mailed to you at Matador, were they forwarded to you in Ft. Worth?

I think I'll close now honey so until I hear from you or I should say until I can write again I'll write.

"Na mas tay"

Ray

yours and always

 

9 August, 1944
India

 "Honey, do you miss me as much as I miss you?"

Dearest Grace,

I received your letter dated July 16 and I sure did find it a very welcome and interesting letter.

I started to write you a little last night on V-mail, but it seemed to me very informal to write on V-mail.  In the second place half way finsihed with your letter I ran out of ink so I postponed it till today.

They had some Sunken Gardens up at San Angelo and I really thought they were beautiful.  I know what you mean when you describe those at San Antonio.

I knew that Lt's are wolf's also, and now that incident that you mentioned convinces me that I was right.

Last night after work I went to see our Squadron play the MP's baseball team.  We won the game, 2 to 1.  After that I started to write you a letter but could not finish it.  I'm sorry.  After that I went to a show.  Had a little trouble cause they announced all men in overalls would have to leave the show and so all the men in overalls left and the guys who were dressed in Khakis left also.  The guys in Khaki uniforms did not go back until they allowed the guys in overalls in.  They finally let every one in.

The guys were sure mad cause they don't mind dressing up in their dress clothes in public cause you are living up to the standards of your Army.  But when they made us dress in dress clothes on the field where no public is allowed sure made the men angry.

Nothing more to say only that I am well and health and I sure do miss you.  I wish that you were here so I couls hug and squeeze you till you say stop.  Honey, do you miss me as much as I miss you?

How is everyone at home?  Wll and happy, I hope.  Did you hear from WR lately?

So honey I'll close with love and

yours always,
Ray

7 August, 1944

India, Monday eve

Ray's Parents, Julius and Bessie, back home in Chicago in their back yard.

Dearest Darling,

I received today a letter dated July 15 and I sure was happy to receive it.

Say, honey, you'd better not go bumming around so much.That city life will ruin you.  Your're not used to it.  You better wait until I come home and then I'll introduce you the city life.  I won't have a chance now, that you living in a big town with all those G.I.'s and 4F's around.  I'll lose you.

 Grace, center,  "bumming" in Ft. Worth

I've been pretty busy today.  This has been the first let up I've had since I got to work this morning.  It's been raining again this morning, now it is late in the afternoon or early evening and the sun is out and it's so nice out, reminds me of back home.

I received a letter from home today.  Everything is OK and every one is in the best of health.

Well I guess I'll close cause some more work just came in and I want to try and get this letter off today if possible so until tomorrow I'llbe saying good-night.

With love,
Ray

6 August, 1944
Sunday
India

My dearest darling,

I am at this time answering your letter that was written on the 14th of July (my brother's birthday) and I must say it sure was good to hear from you again.  I haven't heard from you for a few days, I was beginning to worry.

I'll never forget the evening I met you.  It made my stay and trip to Ft. Worth profitable cause I met you. I should like to be back there again and see you.

I was sorry to hear your brother did not get the service he wanted, but I know that whatever service you are in or no matter what branch it is a person gets to be very proud of his outfit.

Although today was Sunday it did not mean it was a day of rest.  We had to work.  I don't mind working cause there is nothing else to do.  I missed church today and I know I shouldn't have.  I would have gone if I didn't have to work.

Last night I went to a show and I saw two pretty old pictures.  The names of the pictures were "Yank Ahoy" and "McGuerin from Brooklyn."  They were two very comical pictures. I really enjoyed them.

I figure you should be in Ft. Worth until the last of August so about the 20th of I shall again address your mail to Matador.

As you know this is the Monsoon season in India so again today it's been raining.

For dinner today we had "Roast Chicken" mashed potatoes, corn, string beans, tomatoes, canned cherries and iced tea.  It sure was a good dinner.

I still have not had the chance to go to town so I do not know what it is like.  I heard it is not so very hot.

Darling, I never received that candy you made.  I figure it might have got lost because I've had so many changes of address.  So when you are making some more candy or cookies for W.R. please send me some.  I sure do miss your home made candy & cookies.

Well, darling, I guess I'll close with all my love to my one and only.  Here's some kisses.  I can't put any x's, the cursor wouldn't pass it.  But you know they are enclosed.

Love,
Ray

5 August, 1944

Dearest,

While at the Red Cross club today I had nothing to do so I just had to write to you or else my conscience would bother me.  I'd have a hard time trying to sleep.

I played a game of Bingo, but I was not very lucky.  I did not win anything.  I'm the unlucky type.

A routine day of work was carried out today.  Nothing of importance has happened.

It is only a short note honey. I have not more news.  I just wanted to let you know I'm thinking of you and I hope it is vice-versa.

Love,
Ray

"Namastay"
Goodnight honey-sweet dreams

3 August, 1944

Dear Darling,

Not much so I do not know just what to say.  This is one think I want to say and you heard it plenty of times before.  "I sure do miss you."

Today and yesterday have been pretty cool days.  We have had a little rain.  About 2 to 3 ft deep in certain spots.  Our tint was not washed out, although there were plenty that did.

I've been pretty busy yesterday so I was not able to write.  I'm sorry.  I wasn't able to leave camp to go to town.  So I haven't had a picture taken yet.  I'll send you a picture as soon as possible.

I haven't received any letters from you lately, the last 3 or 4 days I mean, so I just can't find anything to write. Guess I'll close with oceans of love and a kiss on every wave.

Love always,
Ray

PS  Sorry this only a short note.  Will write more as I can.

August 3, 1944
Thursday Eve
India

Grace Laverne Tilson

 Dearest,

I've got the urge to write you, but I just can't seem to find anything to say.  I have so much to about yet when I sit down to write you my mind seems to be a total blank.

I haven't been very busy today, but as soon as I try reading a book or write a letter somebody comes in with some work he want done immediately if not sooner.

I am writing you this letter while on the bed and underneath a mosquito net.  It is very stuffy underneath the net, but if I did not sleep under the net I would be subject to the bite of a mosquito and maybe malaria.

I really had a lot of trouble to get to work today.  On account of the big rain the other night all routes to our place of work were underwater.  When we did land a truck to take us, there was always the chance of it stalling so we would have to get our and walk through the water.  Our truck stalled once today and so I had to get out and walk.

It's getting dark now so I pulled out my flashlight so I could keep on writing to you.  We have no electric lights in our tents.  As I sit here and write this letter there are guys outside reinforcing their tents cause some of the tents fill down the previous night.  I'll wait till mine falls before I reinforce it.  Mine looks pretty solid anyways.

Most all the minor dirty jobs are being done by the Natives, all we have to do is carry out our regular duties and not worry about KP etc.

I pay a guy $2 a month to do my laundry.  It does not matter how much clothes I give him, the price is always the same.  This way I'll be able to  put a clean suit of clothes on every other day.

I sure am glad in one way that they shipped me over seas.  For by shipping me overseas I replaced a fello that has served overseas for more that 2 years.  You see how happy he was when he found out I was replacing him and that now he was able to go home again.  Now if the send enough guys like me overseas your brother and my brother will be able to come home sooner.  Don't get me wrong that I cherish this idea of being away from you.  I miss you so and I so do long to be with you again.  I'm only happy that because of replacements like me and some other guys coming here, it gives you a chance maybe to see WR a lot sooner. (You should be glad you don't have to put up with me for a couple of years.)

Well baby, I guess I'll close for tonight.  I have no more news and I'm getting tired so I could sleep.  I want to sleep so I could dream of you.

With all my love,
Ray

PS  I do love you.  I'm pretty darn sure.  Are you?  I'm kissing you good night honey.  Did you get it?

Somewhere in India
July 25, 1944
Tuesday evening

My dearest darling,

Today I received 3 letters from you dated June 18, July 7 & July 9th.  Every letter I received from yu is like receiving news from heaven.

Darling you do write the sweetest letters.  I hope nothing ever comes between us where as I would not hear from you anymore.  Gee!  I do not think that I would be able to stand it.  I mean it, honest.  I don't know what you're doing to me but ever since I've found out how you feel about me I feel so much better and a lot happier.

In your letter dated July 7th you wrote and said that you have written me practically every day.  I have no letters from you from June 13th to June 19th and nor have I received from June 19th to July 7th.  I guess they must be lost or such.

Sorry to disappoint you honey, but I did not get sea sick.  I stood the trip all the way over without getting the one least bit sick.

Remember your telling me you saw the picture "A Gun Named Joe" and that he had a guardian angel, I have one too, and that my dearest is you.  OK: as long as you have faith in me is all I need.  I'll be back to you.  It sure is good to hear from you so much.  I love you . . . I do.  It took you letter 14 days to get to me.  That was the Air Mail letter you mailed.  I think the regular mail take about 1 week longer.

I have been on the move ever since I left the states.  That is why I have all this mail trouble.

I don't understand this part in your letter where you say that you wrote a letter a Pfc. David Taylor.  A letter something like you wrote me.  I am a jealous guy so you had not better have any more beaus.  How long did he stay and often does he come over?

I hope you had a pleasant trip to Ft. Worth and I do hope you have thought of me.

Temperature where I am at now hits 140 degrees.  It is always above 100 degrees.

I guess I'll close darling or the censor might get mad for writing to long of a letter.

Sincerely yours
always,
Ray

July 15, 1944
Somewhere in India

Dearest darling,

Hello darling, here I am again not much to say only that I went into town last night.  We went to show and saw "He Left the Girls Behind."  Pretty good.  I saw it in the states once before.

I also visited the Red Cross and had a Sundae - coke- and some cookies.  the cookies were fair not at all half as good as yours.

It is raining again today.  This will be the last letter I am able to write cause there is no one here to censor our mail.  So if you do not hear from me for quite a while please be patient.

I sure do miss you and I am thinking of you.  I hope its vice-versa also.  I have not seen any American girls here yet.  I did see some English girls though.  They could have these Indian woman.  I don't want any part of 'em.

There is nothing else to say so I guess I'll close till later.

Your honey,
Love,
Ray

July 14, 1944
Somewhere in India

Someone in India

Hello my darling,

This is the 1st letter where I could mention where I am at.  This is now the beginning of the Monsoon season, so all it ever does is rain here.

I still cannot write as much as I would like to and I so do hope that I could get to my regular camp and settle down and receive more mail from you.

I did not receive any of the candy yet but I will write you as soon as I do.  In one of your letters you mention that when it rains it makes you feel better.  When it rains here the roof leaks and we all get wet.  Our weakest rainy days will out wet any rain they have in the states.  In the states when it rained we did not have to work or even go out in the rain.  Here all it does is rain so it means get up and get our there.

I sure would like to have been there when you nearly stepped on that snake.  You would have jumped in my arms and I would hug you.  I'm glad, honey, you are ok, though.

Well, hon! I hope that you were happy when you ran to the mail box today and found this letter.  I sure wish that I could catch you one of these day cleaning the house.  I'll bet you look a pretty bundle of dirt.

You mentioned that you would like to go walking but not alone.  Would you go walking with me if I was there, hold hand too?  Honey if you could only see me now you would never love me.  I got a scalp.

I guess my darling that I will close.  Good night.  I'm thinking of you,

"Namastay"
Ray
yours always

July 13, 1944
Thursday

My dearest Grace,

Hello, honey, here I am again.  I couldn't wait till I reached the next camp to write to you so I figured I'd write a short note now instead of the other letter I've been writing the last few days which is too long to mail out from this camp.  I hope you can wait just a little longer for it.

Again today it is raining.  The climate reminds me of California, where the sun always shines. 

Sorry, darling, got to go now.  Have some equipment to get.

Well, honey, I'm back again, we walked in the rain and when we got there they told us it was all a mistake.  It is still the same old Army.  They never do anything right the first time.

Even here overseas we have inspections every day.  The guys sure get mad cause they tell us not do certain things and the officers go right around and do it.

I think I'll close otherwise this letter might be too long.

Love,
Ray

Somewhere in USA
East Coast

May 16, 1944

My dear Grace,

I can't write mcyh cause the place I am stationed at now is a place no body is to know about.  In other words it does not exist to anybody but the fellows that are here.

I could say that this place is just like any other camp.  Has the same building same PX and the same kind of theatre.

My address states that I am in New York, that is not so.  I am on the East Coast but not New York.  I am not able to use both sides of the paper because this mail is being censored now.

I really don't have anything to say because of the strict secrecy that surrounds this place.  By the time you receive this letter you should be graduating.

...something has been cut out...

Guess I'll close now. 
Sincerely  with love,
Ray